fork in the road

a fork in the road is in the distance. i thought i knew the right way. then i got confused. i can see the road ahead, but its foggy. and scary. in fact, the one fork leads along a cliff, i think, and prolly a long rickety bridge. anyway, its much scarier than the other way. im so confused that i scare myself. the final destination is prolly the most important part of deciding which fork to take. on one hand, i have security and longevity, as well as growth. in the other, i have adventure, a close nit, dedicated, and loyal team, as well as growth. is one way better than the other? i cant answer that right now. as i look, though, my eyes have deceived me. it is a bit further away than i thought. what a relief. everything was happening so fast. maybe God will give me clarity. i need that. im just so confused. but, as for now, we can walk together. and talk together. that is how i have made it this far. talk and walk. life together. its our thing. i just pray that i dont screw it all up.