flame orange color with a patch of charcoal

funny stuff. people, that is. people are funny. i dont know what i would do with out people. especially funny people. funny people arent really funny, but rather something else.
sunday was a wash. by all counts i think i was duped. not sure what i expected. but i guess i can chalk it up for a learning experience (isnt that what losers say?). not that there was a loser, like i said, it was a wash. but no matter. i pay no mind. his will be done. it certainly wasnt a bad day.
in other news, im on first shift. that is good news. its been a long time since i saw the red hot sun set into the horizon...from my (moms) house. i love NO overtime. i love salary. i work in a great atmosphere around positive people who are trying to grow themselves everyday. not only that, but they are trying to bring me along for the ride. it is quite an adventure. i am blessed.
lastly, thank you to the 5 faithful visitors that continue to support my blog. the revenue is greatly appreciated and my shareholders are proud of me for bringing you a great blog. ok. honestly. i havent blogged since...well, my blog says monday. so, i guess i am doing good. here i thought i hadn't blogged. ha. here i thought H.Solo had been posting more than i. not so my friend!

fork in the road

a fork in the road is in the distance. i thought i knew the right way. then i got confused. i can see the road ahead, but its foggy. and scary. in fact, the one fork leads along a cliff, i think, and prolly a long rickety bridge. anyway, its much scarier than the other way. im so confused that i scare myself. the final destination is prolly the most important part of deciding which fork to take. on one hand, i have security and longevity, as well as growth. in the other, i have adventure, a close nit, dedicated, and loyal team, as well as growth. is one way better than the other? i cant answer that right now. as i look, though, my eyes have deceived me. it is a bit further away than i thought. what a relief. everything was happening so fast. maybe God will give me clarity. i need that. im just so confused. but, as for now, we can walk together. and talk together. that is how i have made it this far. talk and walk. life together. its our thing. i just pray that i dont screw it all up.

124.6...

...the number of straight time hours i worked this week(in 5 days...lol, there are only 120hrs in a 5 day week). i dont even have time to sleep. all is not lost though. i recently got a promotion to a salary position where there is no overtime. i can not wait to have a life again! may cannot get here soon enough!

im so tird..1.

three doubles in a row..not enogh slepp. must...post..blog....but...cant think strait...blurrryryy

love in romans

17Do not repay anyone evil for evil. Be careful to do what is right in the eyes of everybody. 18If it is possible, as far as it depends on you, live at peace with everyone. 19Do not take revenge, my friends, but leave room for God's wrath, for it is written: "It is mine to avenge; I will repay,"says the Lord. 20On the contrary:
"If your enemy is hungry, feed him;
if he is thirsty, give him something to drink.
In doing this, you will heap burning coals on his head."21Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good.

i think i have been overcome by evil through all of this. thankfully i have people i can count on, and a merciful God, to lead me back to where i aught to be. i am ashamed of myself...b/c i knew better.