124.6...

...the number of straight time hours i worked this week(in 5 days...lol, there are only 120hrs in a 5 day week). i dont even have time to sleep. all is not lost though. i recently got a promotion to a salary position where there is no overtime. i can not wait to have a life again! may cannot get here soon enough!

im so tird..1.

three doubles in a row..not enogh slepp. must...post..blog....but...cant think strait...blurrryryy

love in romans

17Do not repay anyone evil for evil. Be careful to do what is right in the eyes of everybody. 18If it is possible, as far as it depends on you, live at peace with everyone. 19Do not take revenge, my friends, but leave room for God's wrath, for it is written: "It is mine to avenge; I will repay,"says the Lord. 20On the contrary:
"If your enemy is hungry, feed him;
if he is thirsty, give him something to drink.
In doing this, you will heap burning coals on his head."21Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good.

i think i have been overcome by evil through all of this. thankfully i have people i can count on, and a merciful God, to lead me back to where i aught to be. i am ashamed of myself...b/c i knew better.

"you cant make this stuff up"

michael jackson wants to build a 50' robot that looks like him in the dessert sands of vegas, so that the first thing you see when landing is this huge mike-obot waving with laser beams coming out of its eyes. i love this idea. i would enhance functionality and have it do the moon walk.

listening

im not big into the "well, God told me...". that is a little creepy to me, especially since some use this tactic to get their way with Christians. but God has been speaking to me, through people, and through His Word. and let me tell you, i am understanding His plead with me. romans is awesome. i am going through it for the first time and i am like wow awesome headshot and all that. i am moved to be a better person because of this message. it speaks to me on all kinds of levels. mostly, i need to chill out and seek out God when stuff gets tuff.

this verse in isiah 52 is a shout out to my cuz:

7 How beautiful on the mountains
are the feet of those who bring good news,
who proclaim peace,
who bring good tidings,
who proclaim salvation,
who say to Zion,
"Your God reigns!"

dude, you rock. i love you. thx for your kind words to me. you set a great example.